Let go my treasures in life. (wat treasure most in me??) His might love will see it through it all. I have been drawing closer and closer each day with him. He never let me be a slacker, but always strengthen me. My Lord told me not to cling on the things that I treasue so much let it get off, inorder to expirance the blessing he have plan for me. There is time where I really don't wish to let go, coz i don't want to miss out. So... my life just go as usure but as time passes, I felt very difficult to surve God. I have not dare to stap out a faith to trust him.During this period, I am really frick out. I called abound God again.... he told me the same thing..."You!! Disobedience son, let go, just let go, I will help you to take care of your treasure." So... I deciede to give a try, I let go finally. Letting go my menory, feeling, time and the most wanted friendship. I was struggling, big struggle. It was hard during this period, I have not been sleeping/feeling well. I got to see day by day how the things i treasure getting feather and feather from me, but I cling on with out hasitation. I know that it's want he want me to do. Truthly, I get much easilyer to serve him. I saw how he uses me to solve problems for his people, he teach me to stand firm in facing problems, he gives me changes to perform my telent, he teach me how to be a socialize Monster with people of diffrent character. HA!!! this is really a challenge. Come on ppl let hold on to his covernent. His heart is the angle that's gonna capture your freedom. His love for u will never cease. Lets confine in him. Guys, this is for eternality not tempora. I know that he is gonna give me back what I have lose, only when I really know how to love him and place him first in everything I have. Coz his love is for true.
it got me home
1:30 AM
WFL
There are somethings where words are not enough, to let me express on what i want to express.. the feeling is only Father can understand. When Circumstances comes it brought me down. I know that I need to be under God's Authority inorder to be save. The WFL class makes me gain alot. Wowow amazing... it just started and i felt so powered feel up. Ayha!! This is very important for leaders. now i'm always very detail on what im doing even everything i do, my plan, the decission I make. I'm desprate for the next class to come.. YEA YEA!! Aren't you excited for your class too?? what have you learn?? I want to learn from you too! Lets share Ba my brothers or sis>>>> During the class.. we have lots of fun.. HA! I started to learn spiritural staff with joy then seriousness.. Do i look serious at times?? hmm.. its time to mould my growth. I am looking around of what i can improve.. are you searching for growth too?? anyone.. lets evaluate me. thanks.>>>> I started to know how to relate with Nel. Relate with diffrent kind of ppl, this way can really improve my commutication style. Her ways of surving lord mimistry is so much joyful dispite her deciples done wrongly. Love was so strong. lt build into the people heart every moment not just like a bounch of workers but friends forvever.
it got me home
1:06 AM
DISTRATION
It have been a long way walking with the Lord. I started to notice that time passes very fast. During this season anything can happen. Like last few weeks... never came into blog for God. I dont felt the passion of blogging, i just dont feel it. I can't felt to express out my feeling anymore. It's like a one still voice in my life. I dont feel like going to school, coz it never felt good. I wasn't able to communicate with ppl. my self-estimte droped. The unity of C.wset wasn't real enough, there is not much enpowerment. Exam. Dispite those things happen, I decided not to give up. Looking back on what i have promise to God. I need to get back the passion the, urgency calling out from the Lord JESUS CHRIST!!!! "God what can I do now!!!" i replyed in a prayer to God. "Help me to stay close with you!!!" I stand firm. "I want to be greatly use by you to impact the ppl around me of your name!!! Give it to me lord" I cried out. God is awesome, can anyone say aman! He show me alot of BIG vision BIG pictures. I was so bless by him. Always stand possitvely with Jesus is my key. To me Jesus is always the most trustable person. This week is the last class of ULC.... want I get to learn is more then what the ULC book have provided. I though of changing my craft by use to serve in God ministry. Do you want to know the craft? The strategy is "me" Not using my own strength and resources coz the battle belongs to God. As the devil try to rain distration, teach me lord how to defit it. I'm now in the battle with the lord. lets go to the every end of the edge.
it got me home
12:11 AM
Profile
Age: 24
Full Name: Koh Zhong Huan James
Baptism Name: JAMES
Birth'Date: 20 April 1988
Water Baptism Date: 10 April 2005
Spiritual Baptism: Year 1999
Hope Church Conversion Date: 31 July 2004
Christian Conversion: 13 Nov 1999
Care Group: TS3
Ministry: Life
Unit Leader: Edison
Shepherd: Who else??
Ex Shepherd: Jeremiah, Joel, Hong Siong, Cedric, Donnie, Mei Hwa
CG Profile of 2007-8
Jia Shen(Pro)
Kok Tong(23 Feb 08 Congrates!!!)- N.member
Chen Wei(Ns confirm) - Fare well
Zheng Hui(NS confirm)-Stay
Zi De( Working)
Jeremy(Pro)-Water.B 2 March 08 Congrates!!!
Wen Cai(SP confirm)- stay
Stephen(NYP confirm)- Fare Well
*Max(8 March 08 WELCOME!!!)- N.Member
Vincent(NYP confirm)- Stay
Daniel
Samson(NS confirm)- Fare well
Ronny (26 Jan 08 Congrates!!!) - N.Member
OWEN (April 08 Congrates!!!) - N.Member
Joshua - Transfer (Welcome!!)
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If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home
