Big Transfer 2005
The new term is coming... lots of things had pass. I have been chellenge by God to hit a goal, testing was all over to me. Did felt of running away or am i really can hander it, but as i turn back to God all those things were flee away from my worrys. Finace, friends, world's temptation, diciples my sheep or even sheep anger were the challenge i face before christmas. A lot of faith and courage got to be build up and i believe, God had grown me in those area. I have even meet new faces with ppl i had sow on to be friends. Its full of excitment and adventurous staff. Fasting and praying for so long 40days and 40 night. I have a goal to achive, which is to bring my sister and mom to know christ. It have been so much difficult, as my sis use to reject me with "no time" and "busy" when i intent to bring her for service. My caregroup, we got to hit 22 visitor 2X our targeted goal and 4 converts.

This christmas, i have a big breakthrough given from God!! My sis went to the church with me and get converted. DI6 we had hit more converts more then what we had set. Its all blessing from God, thank God that our desire wasn't hidden from God's eyes. On the other hand, my mom didn't have come to church to know more about Jesus, DI6 had not hit the visitor goal. Event some achive some have not, the most important is the process. Success is the process not the achivment. Achivemet will be the give/blessing from God. My NS check up had came this season too. It means that im not able to serve God for long, got to stop at some point. The great worry too, as the group under my care is going through ups and down times. Though about the time that i was called by God to lead his ppl, am i not having favour in God's eyes in leading now, so i call upon God 3 things. 1st: Izit he dont want me to lead anymore? 2nd If im on favour to him, let me out of NS first. 3rd Let my life to go as what he has plan for me. As the day came, i was in CMPB, making all my measurment ready to went in for check up, mericuiously somethings happen, and i was defer, my school send them a deferment letter! Ha! Now i can see that God really want me to continue faithfully with him for the year to come before i went in to NS. The time and effect for God last few month was not wasted. Now im looking forward to a new heart, to be renew by God for the year 2006. Im excited, so do you too??

it got me home
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