Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Hey God,.... How is my day with you today....im so glad to listen to your advice to me! woow.. i can't believe that i had gone through this road that you had plan for me =) Sunday 24 2005.. the day that God accept my prayer..that God use me greatly.Ha! Mei Hwa, Veron and I went to Chong Yang house to follow up on him. To some people it may not be any spacial happening thing, but to me this is spacial... Why?? coz its the first time that Jesus use fully of me from the start of knowing the contect till now my sheep, my bro. The distance i doesn't know when will reach/finish but he will tell/show me when tha day comes. PRAISE GOD!! God bless me with a sheep which is so desprate to learn more and grow... now....hmmm... i need to God and ask for strength in the bible verse as well as wisdom and kenowlege. Before i went to bishan to meet them, after a few mins, my friend (Wei Loong) called. You know what he call for?? He call me for receving Christ!!! I was shocked!! and of couse he ask me about the jobs that will be finding for him. Hmmm... as i was thinking, God told me that its an opotunity to let an non-believer to receive Jesus in to their life... then after, a splid sec, i decided to invite Wei Loong out for Kara-O.k at the "Party world" in orchard, which we will be joining DI 5. O... by the way, DI5 they were so blessed by an 4 hours FREE Kara-O.k !! Thanks to Tobis which share the 4 hours ticket to bless us yo! But in the end Wei Loong and me didn't attent coz they change to meet at 6 and i'm going to Chong Yang house at 5.30... For the whole day, i tried to take the opotunity to speak to We Loong wanting to help him come and know chirst quick but the whole day i failed... sad... = ( . But this was not the end of hope and faith YET. HAHA!
I WANT TO KNOW I WANT TO KNOW HIM MORE***
We went back home... then i went to meet Me Hwa and Veron to go Chong Yang house together.... the most meaning full moment in the noon, is when i went to meet both of them. Ha! so blessed... wow you know what? Veron and I was so much blessed by God sending Mei Hwa to bless us with Sake Susi.. yam yam.. hmm... this was not so much i expected, but still thank God for Mei Hwa blessing to us =). Well we where planing to Chong Yang house, Mei Hwa told me and Veron a lesson/ a teaching which i did not really expect too( all the expect its like a flowing of giving from God, im so glad to recieve it) She tought us how to follow up, what are the things to say/ask/know to a new brother(Chong Yang). I learn the lesson of "C.P.I" and "Growth":
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Learn 1 :
. C > Confirm
. A > Affirm
. P > Preclude(Prayer, Bible, C.G)
. I > Immune(Family, peer pressure, commitment)
Learn 2:
. G > Go to God Daily
. O > Read God's word
. W > Witnessing
. T > Thanks giving
(count the blessing that God blesses you when you feel God not answering to our prayer)
. H > Holy Spirit
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And others more too. Then at the time of 7.30++, its time for us to go visit him, but i had not inform Chong Yang or call him. Then i called to his h.p, no reply... then called his house... but he went out.. God wat happen!!! but with the faith and determination, we decied to wait for him below his block coz we believe and trust in God, that he will appear. On our day there, actually no one know how to go, but we decied to relay on God prayed. I ask God to lead me to his house, so Mei Hwa and Veron follow... Wow amazingly, as the road that was predict to be moving correctly towards his house, we reached!!! Amazing amaze by God! Now, it left the time of patience, pectiencely wait... 5 mins, 10 mins, 30mins, 1 hour had passed but believe in faith, we continue wait, calling sms, still no respond, but this can't be the way, we must find a solution, so i prayed to God, I just want to rely on him again now. PRAIZE GOD!! Amazingly, Chong Yang called, he was so excited to meet us too! We share, we crap, we learn... Over All, it was not successful but indeed VERY successful one!!! He event want to bring us to take MRT. Time was 10.30pm++. He was/feel happy, he was/feel touch, he was/feel bless.
Hmm... lets go and do more.. lets go and be someone that God wat us to be/do on earth. Our misson not complite yet. We don't intent to stop here. Next, we went to find Wei Loong. During that time, i feel like im planting church. Going so crazy and excited. Going around to spread the gospal. =) Time: 11. 15pm. We reached his house, with the heart of wanting to complete the misson that God wat me to do. I called him to meet out, and he did not deny me, he agreed. Finally, we met him, we where talking, preaching, finding the reason... Then we found out that it was his faith. He was feel no ready yet. BUT ITs O.K!=) even though it fails again today.
it got me home
8:03 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Today.. hmm.. yes! Its today.... 我的第一持。。。. I came for the worship night not because the music/song is high enough, nor the people, but....I...would like to find him back to my life. I would like to ask for renewer in my life in my charter in my spirit....I found something not right with me... Struggling, really its a big struggle for me. Negative thoughts, anger and even low of faith is out in my life last few days.... Im not always feeling right even i may look ok at times.. hmmm.... It's not easy, it doesn't feel good... I tried to come back to God. I tried to ask of him to strengthen me. I can't fall away from him.. I would not wish to. Immediately i went to the Worship night,i tried to push away all the negative thoughts and i commit it all to god. I called out for (renew, renew, renew) thank god that i came... i found him in my heart, i found him talking to me that he is still with me helping me. I ask for ... things starts to change a bit but i won't want to stop here.. it's then getting better and better....Life is not about me alone, its not about how well i do, its not about how long i have know him but its a relationship with him... I finally found it back... its back. I would need to always be wearing the god's armor so as to defend the evil, to stand firm the ground ...
[Eph 6:10-11] so do u. Amen??
it got me home
1:41 AM
Friday, July 22, 2005
HEY!!! HI EVERYONE!!! Finally this is the time im waiting for.. wow... typing my testi to God... hmmm... lets see "b. ITs V.O.D... scary??(Tobis) scared???(Mei Hwa).. Haha... Its happen before the event of the day. Its on a Wednesday evening... around 6pm. Evrey head as well as the so called "ghost", we had a met up for sharing our plans and doing our rehearsal... hmmm.. Curiously, Jeyri can see that it was going to rain... For sure.. he is right! As Jeyri and me decided to get to the park first to have a look in the bright day.... When we reached, we were able to saw a huge grey cloud heading towards the park... but we didnt really care much , coz we trust the LORD that it is not going to rain. By the faith and trust for God's ability, we continue walking looking at the environment. When we reached our first station, the huge tree, which we saw it before during a night, now is actually form by many medium tree..Ha! We actually got the wrong information of the tree... It was quit a good experience to look at the place we are using in the day. After all the inspection, as we decided to walk back (From the last station). On our way back, suddenly we heard a thunder stom.hmm... jeyi was quit worry for it.. truly it start to driser.. Dot....DOt...DOT!!! Ahhhh... Guess wat... Jeyi shouted hehe... anyway, we decided to pray, praying for the cloud to be move away from Bishan park.. Again, we believe and trust in the lord, coz we are doing this for him, we are going to have breakthrough!!! WE are eager, We are hunger for it, We are desperate!!! AHHHHH!!! to do our best, before the actual event start. We prayed specifically, thank him as well as we repent to God.The rain come, it may be we had sin. After the prayer guess what????? THE RAIN BE COME BIGGER.... no LA-----> the rain actually STOPPED IMMEDIATELY!!!.. Yes its IMMEDIATELY.. not after 5mins nor after an hour... its immediately! Praise Jesus!!! Amen.. Wow a miracle that God shown to us, with our true eyes we saw!! We thank God in advance.
it got me home
1:41 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
We have Mr and Miss STARLET...hmmm... now my school came to have this event called "Mr and Miss College Central" Its the most exciting high light in our school now. Guess wat?!? I get in to join the event...HaahA!!! The Mr & Miss will get an $1000.
. 1st runner up win $600
. 2nd runner up win $300
. All participant will receive Goodie Bags worth $20
Before getting in to join the event, we need to go through selection stage.... Hmmm... it seem quit tough.... coz they need the critiral of X-Factor look, stand out and even confidence. When i reached there on the first day, i felt that i may not get in to the 1st stage coz there were to many ppl who are more handsome then me more reasonable to get in.... My purpose is not to be Mr College Central... hehe.. but to get the free causes ( eg. Grooming class, make up) =D and also most important is to get to know more new friend to build a relationship as to bring them to know Christ. As i was Q-ing, to wait for my turn for the selection, i pray to Jesus asking for being courageous to take up the first step to talk to ppl.... but within the 1 hour, i don't get to talk to anyone but shi min and her group of friend...then i prayed again and again, finally before i get to set on the chair to wait for my turn to get in the room, i talked to a guy who was just behind me, but i failed after a few mins... he went to the back to join his friend... during that period i was so disappointed.... i prayed again more detail to God. I prayed for responsive ppl who will be start to talk to me so as to start a topic with him. but i still cant find anyone to talk to, until i get on to the sets. I though that it would be the end but not, out of a sudden, a person who is setting beside me, start to talk to me. I was quit shock after a few sec. Then he ask me for my friendster but i insis to give him after the ordition...he agreed and we get to know each other be for entering the room too....woow God heard my prayer... Amen! but after the selection, we could not find each other, even when i get to the bus stop. But i still countinue praying to god, "if you would like me to help you to bring that guy get to know you, pls let me see him again before the bus come". in the end i still didnt see him around but i still pray that god he would let me get in to the 2nd selection so im able to get back to the guy and bring him to know God. Praise God once agiain!! I GET IN TO THE SECOND selection!!! It means im able to get more friend as well as to get him back. I know that even its going to be the end, we still can't give up... God will show his power/miracles when its going to be the end Amen! He will not leave us out. Not even you. Praise God that now im so excitied to go for the second selection on this friday... may God be with me. Thanks You my God.
it got me home
1:05 AM
